Been hurt? - Postscript

It’s been almost six years now since the day, as Mikaela puts it, "someone I considered a friend and a sister hurt me to core" but there are just some things that my memory chooses not to erase. I haven’t gotten over it yet. Each time I remember (and the latest is about a few seconds ago) the anger, the frustration, the pain rushes back to me in an instant. I feel stupid all over again for having trusted that person, for not being able to spot the signs of betrayal and for believing her web of lies completely, absolutely, unconditionally - because she was a friend. More than that, she was then, for me, the sister I never had. That just makes me want to scream my head out (as in "Ang tanga-tanga ko!!!").

Sometimes, I still get the urge to just pull her aside and yank her eyeballs out (ugh!). My only comfort is that I KNOW THE TRUTH, there are MANY people who know the truth, and who stand by this truth.

Footnote: Sori, pinagmasdan ko na naman kasi ulit sya. Minsan, masarap inisin ang sarili (he he he).